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PoemsbyWilfredOwenWithanIntroductionbySiegfriedSassoonIntroductionInwritinganIntroductionsuchasthisitisgoodtobebrief。

        Thepoemsprintedinthisbookneednopreliminarycommendationsfrommeoranyoneelse。TheauthorhasleftushisownfragmentarybutimpressiveForeword;this,andhisPoems,canspeakforhim,backedbytheauthorityofhisexperienceasaninfantrysoldier,andsustainedbynobilityandoriginalityofstyle。AllthatwasstrongestinWilfredOwensurvivesinhispoems;anysuperficialimpressionsofhispersonality,anyrecordsofhisconversation,behaviour,orappearance,wouldbeirrelevantandunseemly。Thecuriositywhichdemandssuchmorselswouldbeincapableofappreciatingtherichnessofhiswork。

        Thediscussionofhisexperimentsinassonanceanddissonance(ofwhich~StrangeMeeting~isthefinestexample)maybelefttotheprofessionalcriticsofverse,themajorityofwhomwillbemorepreoccupiedwithsuchtechnicaldetailsthanwiththeprofoundhumanityoftheself—revelationmanifestedinsuchmagnificentlinesasthoseattheendofhis~ApologiaproPoemateMeo~,andinthatotherpoemwhichhenamed~GreaterLove~。

        TheimportanceofhiscontributiontotheliteratureoftheWarcannotbedecidedbythosewho,likemyself,bothadmiredhimasapoetandvaluedhimasafriend。HisconclusionsaboutWararesoentirelyinaccordancewithmyownthatIcannotattempttojudgehisworkwithanycriticaldetachment。Icanonlyaffirmthathewasamanofabsoluteintegrityofmind。Heneverwrotehispoems(assomanywar—poetsdid)tomaketheeffectofapersonalgesture。

        Hepitiedothers;hedidnotpityhimself。Inthelastyearofhislifeheattainedaclearvisionofwhatheneededtosay,andthesepoemssurvivehimashistrueandsplendidtestament。

        WilfredOwenwasbornatOswestryon18thMarch1893。HewaseducatedattheBirkenheadInstitute,andmatriculatedatLondonUniversityin1910。

        In1913heobtainedaprivatetutorshipnearBordeaux,whereheremaineduntil1915。DuringthisperiodhebecameacquaintedwiththeeminentFrenchpoet,LaurentTailhade,towhomheshowedhisearlyverses,andfromwhomhereceivedconsiderableencouragement。

        In1915,inspiteofdelicatehealth,hejoinedtheArtists’RiflesO。T。C。,wasgazettedtotheManchesterRegiment,andservedwiththeir2ndBattalioninFrancefromDecember1916toJune1917,whenhewasinvalidedhome。

        FourteenmonthslaterhereturnedtotheWesternFrontandservedwiththesameBattalion,ultimatelycommandingaCompany。

        HewasawardedtheMilitaryCrossforgallantrywhiletakingpartinsomeheavyfightingon1stOctober。Hewaskilledon4thNovember1918,whileendeavouringtogethismenacrosstheSambreCanal。

        Amonthbeforehisdeathhewrotetohismother:\"Mynervesareinperfectorder。Icameoutagaininordertohelptheseboys;

        directly,byleadingthemaswellasanofficercan;

        indirectly,bywatchingtheirsufferingsthatImayspeakofthemaswellasapleadercan。\"Lethisownwordsbehisepitaph:——

        ~\"Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery;

        Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery。\"~

        SiegfriedSassoon。

        POEMS

        PrefaceThisbookisnotaboutheroes。EnglishPoetryisnotyetfittospeakofthem。Norisitaboutdeedsorlands,noranythingaboutglory,honour,dominionorpower,exceptWar。

        Aboveall,thisbookisnotconcernedwithPoetry。

        ThesubjectofitisWar,andthepityofWar。

        ThePoetryisinthepity。

        Yettheseelegiesarenottothisgeneration,Thisisinnosenseconsolatory。

        Theymaybetothenext。

        Allthepoetcandoto—dayistowarn。

        ThatiswhythetruePoetsmustbetruthful。

        IfIthoughttheletterofthisbookwouldlast,Imighthaveusedpropernames;butifthespiritofitsurvivesPrussia,——

        myambitionandthosenameswillbecontent;fortheywillhaveachievedthemselvesfresherfieldsthanFlanders。

        Note。——ThisPrefacewasfound,inanunfinishedcondition,amongWilfredOwen’spapers。

        ContentsPrefaceStrangeMeetingGreaterLoveApologiaproPoemateMeoTheShowMentalCasesParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungArmsandtheBoyAnthemforDoomedYouthTheSend—offInsensibilityDulceetDecorumestTheSentryTheDead—BeatExposureSpringOffensiveTheChancesS。I。W。

        FutilitySmile,Smile,SmileConsciousATerreWildwithallRegretsDisabledTheEnd

        StrangeMeetingItseemedthatoutofthebattleIescapedDownsomeprofounddulltunnel,longsincescoopedThroughgraniteswhichTitanicwarshadgroined。

        Yetalsothereencumberedsleepersgroaned,Toofastinthoughtordeathtobebestirred。

        Then,asIprobedthem,onesprangup,andstaredWithpiteousrecognitioninfixedeyes,Liftingdistressfulhandsasiftobless。

        Andbyhissmile,Iknewthatsullenhall;

        Withathousandfearsthatvision’sfacewasgrained;

        Yetnobloodreachedtherefromtheupperground,Andnogunsthumped,ordownthefluesmademoan。

        \"Strange,friend,\"Isaid,\"Hereisnocausetomourn。\"

        \"None,\"saidtheother,\"Savetheundoneyears,Thehopelessness。Whateverhopeisyours,Wasmylifealso;IwenthuntingwildAfterthewildestbeautyintheworld,Whichliesnotcalmineyes,orbraidedhair,Butmocksthesteadyrunningofthehour,Andifitgrieves,grievesrichlierthanhere。

        Forbymygleemightmanymenhavelaughed,Andofmyweepingsomethinghasbeenleft,Whichmustdienow。Imeanthetruthuntold,Thepityofwar,thepitywardistilled。

        Nowmenwillgocontentwithwhatwespoiled。

        Or,discontent,boilbloody,andbespilled。

        Theywillbeswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress,Nonewillbreakranks,thoughnationstrekfromprogress。

        Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery;

        Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery;

        TomissthemarchofthisretreatingworldIntovaincitadelsthatarenotwalled。

        Then,whenmuchbloodhadcloggedtheirchariot—wheelsIwouldgoupandwashthemfromsweetwells,Evenwithtruthsthatlietoodeepfortaint。

        IwouldhavepouredmyspiritwithoutstintButnotthroughwounds;notonthecessofwar。

        Foreheadsofmenhavebledwherenowoundswere。

        Iamtheenemyyoukilled,myfriend。

        Iknewyouinthisdark;forsoyoufrownedYesterdaythroughmeasyoujabbedandkilled。

        Iparried;butmyhandswereloathandcold。

        Letussleepnow……\"

        (Thispoemwasfoundamongtheauthor’spapers。

        Itendsonthisstrangenote。)

        ~AnotherVersion~

        Earth’swheelsrunoiledwithblood。Forgetwethat。

        Letusliedownanddigourselvesinthought。

        Beautyisyoursandyouhavemastery,Wisdomismine,andIhavemystery。

        Wetwowillstaybehindandkeepourtroth。

        Letusforegomen’smindsthatarebrute’snatures,Letusnotsupthebloodwhichsomesaynurtures,Bewenotswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress。

        Letusbreakranksfromthosewhotrekfromprogress。

        MisswethemarchofthisretreatingworldIntooldcitadelsthatarenotwalled。

        Letuslieoutandholdtheopentruth。

        ThenwhentheirbloodhathcloggedthechariotwheelsWewillgoupandwashthemfromdeepwells。

        WhatthoughwesinkfrommenaspitchersfallingManyshallraiseusuptobetheirfillingEvenfromwellswesunktoodeepforwarAndfilledbybrowsthatbledwherenowoundswere。

        ~Alternativeline——~

        EvenasOnewhobledwherenowoundswere。

        GreaterLoveRedlipsarenotsoredAsthestainedstoneskissedbytheEnglishdead。

        KindnessofwooedandwooerSeemsshametotheirlovepure。

        OLove,youreyesloselureWhenIbeholdeyesblindedinmystead!

        YourslenderattitudeTremblesnotexquisitelikelimbsknife—skewed,RollingandrollingthereWhereGodseemsnottocare;

        TillthefierceLovetheybearCrampsthemindeath’sextremedecrepitude。

        Yourvoicesingsnotsosoft,——

        Thoughevenaswindmurmuringthroughrafteredloft,——

        Yourdearvoiceisnotdear,Gentle,andeveningclear,AstheirswhomnonenowhearNowearthhasstoppedtheirpiteousmouthsthatcoughed。

        Heart,youwereneverhot,Norlarge,norfulllikeheartsmadegreatwithshot;

        Andthoughyourhandbepale,PalerareallwhichtrailYourcrossthroughflameandhail:

        Weep,youmayweep,foryoumaytouchthemnot。

        ApologiaproPoemateMeoI,too,sawGodthroughmud——

        Themudthatcrackedoncheekswhenwretchessmiled。

        Warbroughtmoreglorytotheireyesthanblood,Andgavetheirlaughsmoregleethanshakesachild。

        Merryitwastolaughthere——

        Wheredeathbecomesabsurdandlifeabsurder。

        ForpowerwasonusasweslashedbonesbareNottofeelsicknessorremorseofmurder。

        I,too,havedroppedofffear——

        Behindthebarrage,deadasmyplatoon,Andsailedmyspiritsurging,lightandclearPasttheentanglementwherehopeslaystrewn;

        Andwitnessedexultation——

        Facesthatusedtocurseme,scowlforscowl,Shineandliftupwithpassionofoblation,Seraphicforanhour;thoughtheywerefoul。

        Ihavemadefellowships——

        Untoldofhappyloversinoldsong。

        ForloveisnotthebindingoffairlipsWiththesoftsilkofeyesthatlookandlong,ByJoy,whoseribbonslips,——

        Butwoundwithwar’shardwirewhosestakesarestrong;

        Boundwiththebandageofthearmthatdrips;

        Knitintheweldingoftherifle—thong。

        IhaveperceivedmuchbeautyInthehoarseoathsthatkeptourcouragestraight;

        Heardmusicinthesilentnessofduty;

        Foundpeacewhereshell—stormsspoutedreddestspate。

        Nevertheless,exceptyoushareWiththeminhellthesorrowfuldarkofhell,Whoseworldisbutthetremblingofaflare,Andheavenbutasthehighwayforashell,Youshallnotheartheirmirth:

        YoushallnotcometothinkthemwellcontentByanyjestofmine。ThesemenareworthYourtears:Youarenotworththeirmerriment。

        ~November~1917。

        TheShowMysoullookeddownfromavagueheightwithDeath,AsunrememberinghowIroseorwhy,Andsawasadland,weakwithsweatsofdearth,Gray,crateredlikethemoonwithhollowwoe,Andfittedwithgreatpocksandscabsofplaques。

        Acrossitsbeard,thathorrorofharshwire,Theremovedthincaterpillars,slowlyuncoiled。

        ItseemedtheypushedthemselvestobeasplugsOfditches,wheretheywrithedandshrivelled,killed。

        BythemhadslimypathsbeentrailedandscrapedRoundmyriadwartsthatmightbelittlehills。

        Fromgloom’slastdregstheselong—strungcreaturescrept,Andvanishedoutofdawndownhiddenholes。

        (AndsmellcameupfromthosefoulopeningsAsoutofmouths,ordeepwoundsdeepening。)

        Onditheringfeetupgathered,moreandmore,Brownstringstowardsstringsofgray,withbristlingspines,Allmigrantsfromgreenfields,intentonmire。

        Thosethatweregray,ofmoreabundantspawns,Rampedontherestandatethemandwereeaten。

        Isawtheirbittenbackscurve,loop,andstraighten,Iwatchedthoseagoniescurl,lift,andflatten。

        Whereat,interrorwhatthatsightmightmean,Ireeledandshiveredearthwardlikeafeather。

        AndDeathfellwithme,likeadeepeningmoan。

        AndHe,pickingamannerofworm,whichhalfhadhidItsbruisesintheearth,butcrawlednofurther,Showedmeitsfeet,thefeetofmanymen,Andthefresh—severedheadofit,myhead。

        MentalCasesWhoarethese?Whysittheyhereintwilight?

        Whereforerockthey,purgatorialshadows,Droopingtonguesfromjawsthatslobtheirrelish,Baringteeththatleerlikeskulls’tongueswicked?

        Strokeonstrokeofpain,——butwhatslowpanic,Gougedthesechasmsroundtheirfrettedsockets?

        EverfromtheirhairandthroughtheirhandpalmsMiseryswelters。SurelywehaveperishedSleeping,andwalkhell;butwhothesehellish?

        ——ThesearemenwhosemindstheDeadhaveravished。

        Memoryfingersintheirhairofmurders,Multitudinousmurderstheyoncewitnessed。

        Wadingsloughsoffleshthesehelplesswander,Treadingbloodfromlungsthathadlovedlaughter。

        Alwaystheymustseethesethingsandhearthem,Batterofgunsandshatterofflyingmuscles,CarnageincomparableandhumansquanderRuckedtoothickforthesemen’sextrication。

        ThereforestilltheireyeballsshrinktormentedBackintotheirbrains,becauseontheirsenseSunlightseemsabloodsmear;nightcomesblood—black;

        Dawnbreaksopenlikeawoundthatbleedsafresh——Thustheirheadswearthishilarious,hideous,Awfulfalsenessofset—smilingcorpses。

        ——Thustheirhandsarepluckingateachother;

        Pickingattherope—knoutsoftheirscourging;

        Snatchingafteruswhosmotethem,brother,Pawinguswhodealtthemwarandmadness。

        ParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungSoAbramrose,andclavethewood,andwent,Andtookthefirewithhim,andaknife。

        Andastheysojournedbothofthemtogether,Isaacthefirst—bornspakeandsaid,MyFather,Beholdthepreparations,fireandiron,Butwherethelambforthisburnt—offering?

        ThenAbramboundtheyouthwithbeltsandstraps,Andbuildedparapetsandtrenchesthere,Andstretch\\edforththeknifetoslayhisson。

        Whenlo!anangelcalledhimoutofheaven,Saying,Laynotthyhanduponthelad,Neitherdoanythingtohim。Behold,Aramcaughtinathicketbyitshorns;

        OffertheRamofPrideinsteadofhim。

        Buttheoldmanwouldnotso,butslewhisson……

        ArmsandtheBoyLettheboytryalongthisbayonet—bladeHowcoldsteelis,andkeenwithhungerofblood;

        Bluewithallmalice,likeamadman’sflash;

        Andthinlydrawnwithfamishingforflesh。

        Lendhimtostroketheseblind,bluntbullet—headsWhichlongtomuzzleintheheartsoflads。

        Orgivehimcartridgesoffinezincteeth,Sharpwiththesharpnessofgriefanddeath。

        Forhisteethseemforlaughingroundanapple。

        Therelurknoclawsbehindhisfingerssupple;

        AndGodwillgrownotalonsathisheels,Norantlersthroughthethicknessofhiscurls。

        AnthemforDoomedYouthWhatpassing—bellsforthesewhodieascattle?

        Onlythemonstrousangeroftheguns。

        Onlythestutteringrifles’rapidrattleCanpatterouttheirhastyorisons。

        Nomockeriesforthem;noprayersnorbells,Noranyvoiceofmourningsavethechoirs,——

        Theshrill,dementedchoirsofwailingshells;

        Andbuglescallingforthemfromsadshires。

        Whatcandlesmaybeheldtospeedthemall?

        Notinthehandsofboys,butintheireyesShallshinetheholyglimmersofgoodbyes。

        Thepallorofgirls’browsshallbetheirpall;

        Theirflowersthetendernessofpatientminds,Andeachslowduskadrawing—downofblinds。

        TheSend—offDowntheclose,darkeninglanestheysangtheirwayTothesiding—shed,Andlinedthetrainwithfacesgrimlygay。

        TheirbreastswerestuckallwhitewithwreathandsprayAsmen’sare,dead。

        Dullporterswatchedthem,andacasualtrampStoodstaringhard,Sorrytomissthemfromtheuplandcamp。

        Then,unmoved,signalsnodded,andalampWinkedtotheguard。

        Sosecretly,likewrongshushed—up,theywent。

        Theywerenotours:

        Weneverheardtowhichfronttheseweresent。

        NorthereiftheyyetmockwhatwomenmeantWhogavethemflowers。

        ShalltheyreturntobeatingsofgreatbellsInwildtrainloads?

        Afew,afew,toofewfordrumsandyells,Maycreepback,silent,tostillvillagewellsUphalf—knownroads。

        InsensibilityI

        HappyaremenwhoyetbeforetheyarekilledCanlettheirveinsruncold。

        WhomnocompassionfleersOrmakestheirfeetSoreonthealleyscobbledwiththeirbrothers。

        Thefrontlinewithers,Buttheyaretroopswhofade,notflowersForpoets’tearfulfooling:

        Men,gapsforfillingLosseswhomighthavefoughtLonger;butnoonebothers。

        II

        AndsomeceasefeelingEventhemselvesorforthemselves。

        DullnessbestsolvesTheteaseanddoubtofshelling,AndChance’sstrangearithmeticComessimplerthanthereckoningoftheirshilling。

        TheykeepnocheckonArmies’decimation。

        III

        Happyarethesewholoseimagination:

        Theyhaveenoughtocarrywithammunition。

        Theirspiritdragsnopack。

        Theiroldwoundssavewithcoldcannotmoreache。

        Havingseenallthingsred,TheireyesareridOfthehurtofthecolourofbloodforever。

        Andterror’sfirstconstrictionover,Theirheartsremainsmalldrawn。

        TheirsensesinsomescorchingcauteryofbattleNowlongsinceironed,Canlaughamongthedying,unconcerned。

        IV

        Happythesoldierhome,withnotanotionHowsomewhere,everydawn,somemenattack,Andmanysighsaredrained。

        Happytheladwhosemindwasnevertrained:

        Hisdaysareworthforgettingmorethannot。

        HesingsalongthemarchWhichwemarchtaciturn,becauseofdusk,Thelong,forlorn,relentlesstrendFromlargerdaytohugernight。

        V

        Wewise,whowithathoughtbesmirchBloodoveralloursoul,HowshouldweseeourtaskButthroughhisbluntandlashlesseyes?

        Alive,heisnotvitalovermuch;

        Dying,notmortalovermuch;

        Norsad,norproud,Norcuriousatall。

        HecannottellOldmen’splacidityfromhis。

        VI

        Butcursedaredullardswhomnocannonstuns,Thattheyshouldbeasstones。

        Wretchedarethey,andmeanWithpaucitythatneverwassimplicity。

        BychoicetheymadethemselvesimmuneTopityandwhatevermournsinmanBeforethelastseaandthehaplessstars;

        Whatevermournswhenmanyleavetheseshores;

        WhateversharesTheeternalreciprocityoftears。

        DulceetDecorumestBentdouble,likeoldbeggarsundersacks,Knock—kneed,coughinglikehags,wecursedthroughsludge,Tillonthehauntingflaresweturnedourbacks,Andtowardsourdistantrestbegantotrudge。

        Menmarchedasleep。Manyhadlosttheirboots,Butlimpedon,blood—shod。Allwentlame,allblind;

        Drunkwithfatigue;deafeventothehootsOfgas—shellsdroppingsoftlybehind。

        Gas!GAS!Quick,boys!——AnecstasyoffumblingFittingtheclumsyhelmetsjustintime,ButsomeonestillwasyellingoutandstumblingAndflound’ringlikeamaninfireorlime。——

        Dimthroughthemistypanesandthickgreenlight,Asunderagreensea,Isawhimdrowning。

        InallmydreamsbeforemyhelplesssightHeplungesatme,guttering,choking,drowning。

        Ifinsomesmotheringdreams,youtoocouldpaceBehindthewagonthatweflunghimin,Andwatchthewhiteeyeswrithinginhisface,Hishangingface,likeadevil’ssickofsin,Ifyoucouldhear,ateveryjolt,thebloodComegarglingfromthefroth—corruptedlungsBitterasthecudOfvile,incurablesoresoninnocenttongues,——

        Myfriend,youwouldnottellwithsuchhighzestTochildrenardentforsomedesperateglory,TheoldLie:~DulceetdecorumestPropatriamori~。

        TheSentryWe’dfoundanoldBochedug—out,andheknew,Andgaveushell,forshellonfranticshellHammeredontop,butneverquiteburstthrough。

        Rain,gutteringdowninwaterfallsofslimeKeptslushwaisthigh,thatrisinghourbyhour,Chokedupthestepstoothickwithclaytoclimb。

        Whatmurkofairremainedstankold,andsourWithfumesofwhizz—bangs,andthesmellofmenWho’dlivedthereyears,andlefttheircurseintheden,Ifnottheircorpses……

        ThereweherdedfromtheblastOfwhizz—bangs,butonefoundourdooratlast。

        Buffetingeyesandbreath,snuffingthecandles。

        Andthud!flump!thud!downthesteepstepscamethumpingAndsplashingintheflood,delugingmuck——

        Thesentry’sbody;thenhisrifle,handlesOfoldBochebombs,andmudinruckonruck。

        Wedredgedhimup,forkilled,untilhewhined\"Osir,myeyes——I’mblind——I’mblind,I’mblind!\"

        Coaxing,IheldaflameagainsthislidsAndsaidifhecouldseetheleastblurredlightHewasnotblind;intimehe’dgetallright。

        \"Ican’t,\"hesobbed。Eyeballs,huge—bulgedlikesquidsWatchmydreamsstill;butIforgothimthereInpostingnextforduty,andsendingascoutTobegastretchersomewhere,andflounderingaboutTootherpostsundertheshriekingair。

        Thoseotherwretches,howtheybledandspewed,Andonewhowouldhavedrownedhimselfforgood,——

        Itrynottorememberthesethingsnow。

        Letdreadharkbackforonewordonly:howHalf—listeningtothatsentry’smoansandjumps,Andthewildchatteringofhisbrokenteeth,RenewedmosthorriblywhenevercrumpsPummelledtheroofandsloggedtheairbeneath——

        Throughthedensedin,Isay,weheardhimshout\"Iseeyourlights!\"Butourshadlongdiedout。

        TheDead—BeatHedropped,——moresullenlythanwearily,Laystupidlikeacod,heavylikemeat,Andnoneofuscouldkickhimtohisfeet;

        Justblinkedatmyrevolver,blearily;

        ——Didn’tappeartoknowawarwason,Orseetheblastedtrenchatwhichhestared。

        \"I’lldo’emin,\"hewhined,\"Ifthishand’sspared,I’llmurderthem,Iwill。\"

        Alowvoicesaid,\"It’sBlighty,p’raps,hesees;hispluck’sallgone,Dreamingofallthevaliant,that~aren’t~dead:

        Bolduncles,smilingministerially;

        Maybehisbraveyoungwife,gettingherfunInsomenewhome,improvedmaterially。

        It’snotthesestiffshavecrazedhim;northeHun。\"

        Wesenthimdownatlast,outoftheway。

        Unwounded;——stoutlad,too,beforethatstrafe。

        Malingering?Stretcher—bearerswinked,\"Nothalf!\"

        NextdayIheardtheDoc。’swell—whiskiedlaugh:

        \"Thatscumyousentlastnightsoondied。Hooray!\"

        ExposureI

        Ourbrainsache,inthemercilessicedeastwindsthatknifeus……

        Weariedwekeepawakebecausethenightissilent……

        Lowdroopingflaresconfuseourmemoryofthesalient……

        Worriedbysilence,sentrieswhisper,curious,nervous,Butnothinghappens。

        Watching,wehearthemadguststuggingonthewire。

        Liketwitchingagoniesofmenamongitsbrambles。

        Northwardincessantly,theflickeringgunneryrumbles,Faroff,likeadullrumourofsomeotherwar。

        Whatarewedoinghere?

        Thepoignantmiseryofdawnbeginstogrow……

        Weonlyknowwarlasts,rainsoaks,andcloudssagstormy。

        DawnmassingintheeasthermelancholyarmyAttacksoncemoreinranksonshiveringranksofgray,Butnothinghappens。

        Suddensuccessiveflightsofbulletsstreakthesilence。

        Lessdeadlythantheairthatshuddersblackwithsnow,Withsidelongflowingflakesthatflock,pauseandrenew,Wewatchthemwanderingupanddownthewind’snonchalance,Butnothinghappens。

        II

        Paleflakeswithlingeringstealthcomefeelingforourfaces——

        Wecringeinholes,backonforgottendreams,andstare,snow—dazed,Deepintograssierditches。Sowedrowse,sun—dozed,Litteredwithblossomstricklingwheretheblackbirdfusses。

        Isitthatwearedying?

        Slowlyourghostsdraghome:glimpsingthesunkfiresglozedWithcrusteddark—redjewels;cricketsjinglethere;

        Forhourstheinnocentmicerejoice:thehouseistheirs;

        Shuttersanddoorsallclosed:onusthedoorsareclosed——

        Weturnbacktoourdying。

        Sincewebelievenototherwisecankindfiresburn;

        Noweversunssmiletrueonchild,orfield,orfruit。

        ForGod’sinvinciblespringourloveismadeafraid;

        Therefore,notloath,welieouthere;thereforewereborn,ForloveofGodseemsdying。

        To—night,Hisfrostwillfastenonthismudandus,Shrivellingmanyhandsandpuckeringforeheadscrisp。

        Theburying—party,picksandshovelsintheirshakinggrasp,Pauseoverhalf—knownfaces。Alltheireyesareice,Butnothinghappens。

        SpringOffensiveHaltedagainsttheshadeofalasthill,Theyfed,and,lyingeasy,wereateaseAnd,findingcomfortablechestsandkneesCarelesslyslept。ButmanytherestoodstillTofacethestark,blankskybeyondtheridge,Knowingtheirfeethadcometotheendoftheworld。

        Marvellingtheystood,andwatchedthelonggrassswirledBytheMaybreeze,murmurouswithwaspandmidge,ForthoughthesummeroozedintotheirveinsLiketheinjecteddrugfortheirbones’pains,Sharpontheirsoulshungtheimminentlineofgrass,Fearfullyflashedthesky’smysteriousglass。

        Hourafterhourtheyponderthewarmfield——

        Andthefarvalleybehind,wherethebuttercupsHadblessedwithgoldtheirslowbootscomingup,Whereeventhelittlebrambleswouldnotyield,Butclutchedandclungtothemlikesorrowinghands;

        Theybreatheliketreesunstirred。

        TilllikeacoldgustthrilledthelittlewordAtwhicheachbodyanditssoulbegirdAndtightenthemforbattle。NoalarmsOfbugles,nohighflags,noclamoroushaste——

        OnlyaliftandflareofeyesthatfacedThesun,likeafriendwithwhomtheirloveisdone。

        Olargershonethatsmileagainstthesun,——

        Mightierthanhiswhosebountythesehavespurned。

        So,soontheytoppedthehill,andracedtogetherOveranopenstretchofherbandheatherExposed。AndinstantlythewholeskyburnedWithfuryagainstthem;andsoftsuddencupsOpenedinthousandsfortheirblood;andthegreenslopesChasmedandsteepenedsheertoinfinitespace。

        OfthemwhorunningonthatlasthighplaceLeapttoswiftunseenbullets,orwentupOnthehotblastandfuryofhell’supsurge,Orplungedandfellawaypastthisworld’sverge,SomesayGodcaughtthemevenbeforetheyfell。

        Butwhatsaysuchasfromexistence’brinkVenturedbutdravetooswifttosink。

        Thefewwhorushedinthebodytoenterhell,Andthereout—fiendingallitsfiendsandflamesWithsuperhumaninhumanities,Long—famousglories,immemorialshames——

        Andcrawlingslowlyback,havebydegreesRegainedcoolpeacefulairinwonder——

        Whyspeaktheynotofcomradesthatwentunder?

        TheChancesImindas’owthenightaforethatshowUsfivegottalking,——wewasintheknow,\"Overthetopto—morrer;boys,we’reforit,Firstwaveweare,firstruddywave;that’storeit。\"

        \"Ahwell,\"saysJimmy,——an’’e’sseensomescrappin’——

        \"Thereain’tmorenorfivethingsascan’appen;

        Yegetknockedout;elsewounded——badorcushy;

        Scuppered;ornowtexceptyerfeelingmushy。\"

        Oneofusgottheknock—out,blowntochops。

        T’otherwashurt,like,losin’both’isprops。

        An’one,tousethewordof’ypocrites,’AdthemisfortoontobetookbyFritz。

        Nowme,Iwasn’tscratched,praiseGodAlmighty(ThoughnexttimepleaseI’llthank’imforablighty),ButpooryoungJim,’e’slivin’an’’e’snot;

        ’Ereckoned’e’dfivechances,an’’e’s’ad;

        ’E’swounded,killed,andpris’ner,allthelot——

        Theruddylotallrolledinone。Jim’smad。

        S。I。W。

        \"IwilltotheKing,Andofferhimconsolationinhistrouble,Forthatmantherehassethisteethtodie,Andbeingonethathatesobedience,Discipline,andorderlinessoflife,Icannotmournhim。\"

        W。B。Yeats。

        Pattinggoodbye,doubtlesstheytoldtheladHe’dalwaysshowtheHunabraveman’sface;

        Fatherwouldsoonerhimdeadthanindisgrace,——

        Wasproudtoseehimgoing,aye,andglad。

        PerhapshisMotherwhimperedhowshe’dfretUntilhegotanice,safewoundtonurse。

        Sisterswouldwishgirlstoocouldshoot,charge,curse,……

        Brothers——wouldsendhisfavouritecigarette,Eachweek,monthaftermonth,theywrotethesame,ThinkinghimshelteredinsomeY。M。Hut,WhereonceanhourabulletmisseditsaimAndmissesteasedthehungerofhisbrain。

        Hiseyesgrewoldwithwincing,andhishandRecklesswithague。Courageleaked,assandFromthebestsandbagsafteryearsofrain。

        Butneverleave,wound,fever,trench—foot,shock,Untrappedthewretch。AnddeathseemedstillwithheldFortortureoflyingmachinallyshelled,Atthepleasureofthisworld’sPowerswho’drunamok。

        He’dseenmenshoottheirhands,onnightpatrol,Theirpeopleneverknew。Yettheywerevile。

        \"Deathsoonerthandishonour,that’sthestyle!\"

        SoFathersaid。

        Onedawn,ourwirepatrolCarriedhim。Thistime,Deathhadnotmissed。

        Wecoulddonothing,butwipehisbleedingcough。

        Coulditbeaccident?——Riflesgooff……

        Notsniped?No。(LatertheyfoundtheEnglishball。)

        Itwasthereasonedcrisisofhissoul。

        AgainstthefiresthatwouldnotburnhimwholeButkepthimfordeath’sperjuryandscoffAndlife’shalf—promising,andboththeirriling。

        Withhimtheyburiedthemuzzlehisteethhadkissed,AndtruthfullywrotetheMother\"Timdiedsmiling。\"

        FutilityMovehimintothesun——

        Gentlyitstouchawokehimonce,Athome,whisperingoffieldsunsown。

        Alwaysitwokehim,eveninFrance,Untilthismorningandthissnow。

        IfanythingmightrousehimnowThekindoldsunwillknow。

        Thinkhowitwakestheseeds——

        Woke,once,theclaysofacoldstar。

        Arelimbssodear—achieved,aresidesFull—nerved,——stillwarm,——toohardtostir?

        Wasitforthistheclaygrewtall?

        ——OwhatmadefatuoussunbeamstoilTobreakearth’ssleepatall?

        Smile,Smile,SmileHeadtolimphead,thesunk—eyedwoundedscannedYesterday’sMail;thecasualties(typedsmall)

        And(large)VastBootyfromourLatestHaul。

        Also,theyreadofCheapHomes,notyetplanned;

        For,saidthepaper,\"WhenthiswarisdoneThemen’sfirstinstinctwillbemakinghomes。

        Meanwhiletheirforemostneedisaerodromes,Itbeingcertainwarhasjustbegun。

        Peacewoulddowrongtoourundyingdead,——

        ThesonsweofferedmightregrettheydiedIfwegotnothinglastingintheirstead。

        Wemustbesolidlyindemnified。

        ThoughallbeworthyVictorywhichallbought,WerulerssittinginthisancientspotWouldwrongourveryselvesifweforgotThegreatestglorywillbetheirswhofought,Whokeptthisnationinintegrity。\"

        Nation?——Thehalf—limbedreadersdidnotchafeButsmiledatoneanothercuriouslyLikesecretmenwhoknowtheirsecretsafe。

        Thisisthethingtheyknowandneverspeak,ThatEnglandonebyonehadfledtoFrance(NotmanyelsewherenowsaveunderFrance)。

        Picturesofthesebroadsmilesappeareachweek,AndpeopleinwhosevoicerealfeelingringsSay:Howtheysmile!They’rehappynow,poorthings。

        ~23rdSeptember~1918。

        ConsciousHisfingerswake,andflutterupthebed。

        Hiseyescomeopenwithapullofwill,Helpedbytheyellowmay—flowersbyhishead。

        Ablind—corddrawlsacrossthewindow—sill……

        Howsmooththefloorofthewardis!whatarug!

        Andwho’sthattalking,somewhereoutofsight?

        Whyaretheylaughing?What’sinsidethatjug?

        \"Nurse!Doctor!\"\"Yes;allright,allright。\"

        Butsuddenduskbewildersalltheair——

        Thereseemsnotimetowantadrinkofwater。

        Nurselookssofaraway。AndeverywhereMusicandrosesburntthroughcrimsonslaughter。

        Cold;cold;he’scold;andyetsohot:

        Andthere’snolighttoseethevoicesby——

        Notimetodream,andask——heknowsnotwhat。

        ATerre(~BeingthephilosophyofmanySoldiers。~)

        Sitonthebed;I’mblind,andthreepartsshell,Becareful;can’tshakehandsnow;nevershall。

        Botharmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes。

        Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats。

        Itriedtopegoutsoldierly——nouse!

        Onediesofwarlikeanyolddisease。

        Thisbandagefeelslikepenniesonmyeyes。

        Ihavemymedals?——Discstomakeeyesclose。

        Mygloriousribbons?——RippedfrommyownbackInscarletshreds。(That’sforyourpoetrybook。)

        Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybrick!

        Weusedtosaywe’dhatetolivedeadold,——

        Yetnow……I’dwillinglybepuffy,bald,Andpatriotic。BufferscatchfromboysAtleastthejokeshurledatthem。IsupposeLittleI’deverteachason,buthitting,Shooting,war,hunting,alltheartsofhurting。

        Well,that’swhatIlearnt,——that,andmakingmoney。

        Yourfiftyyearsaheadseemnonetoomany?

        TellmehowlongI’vegot?God!ForoneyearTohelpmyselftonothingmorethanair!

        OneSpring!Isonetoogoodtospare,toolong?

        Springwindwouldworkitsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。

        Myservant’slamed,butlistenhowheshouts!

        WhenI’mluggedout,he’llstillbegoodforthat。

        Hereinthismummy—case,youknow,I’vethoughtHowwellImighthaveswepthisfloorsforever,I’dasknonightoffwhenthebustle’sover,Enjoyingsothedirt。Who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn,Lesswarmthandustthatmixeswitharms’tan?

        I’dlovetobeasweep,now,blackasTown,Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload?

        OLife,Life,letmebreathe,——adug—outrat!

        Notworsethanourstheexistencesratslead——

        Nosingalongatnightdownsomesafevat,Theyfindashell—proofhomebeforetheyrot。

        Deadmenmayenvylivingmitesincheese,Orgoodgermseven。Microbeshavetheirjoys,Andsubdivide,andnevercometodeath,Certainlyflowershavetheeasiesttimeonearth。

        \"Ishallbeonewithnature,herb,andstone。\"

        Shelleywouldtellme。Shelleywouldbestunned;

        ThedullestTommyhugsthatfancynow。

        \"Pushingupdaisies,\"istheircreed,youknow。

        Tograin,then,gomyfat,tobudsmysap,Foralltheusefulnessthereisinsoap。

        D’youthinktheBochewilleverstewman—soup?

        Someday,nodoubt,if……

        Friend,beverysureIshallbebetteroffwithplantsthatshareMorepeaceablythemeadowandtheshower。

        Softrainswilltouchme,——astheycouldtouchonce,Andnothingbutthesunshallmakemeware。

        Yourgunsmaycrasharoundme。I’llnothear;

        Or,ifIwince,IshallnotknowIwince。

        Don’ttakemysoul’spoorcomfortforyourjest。

        Soldiersmaygrowasoulwhenturnedtofronds,Butherethething’sbestleftathomewithfriends。

        Mysoul’salittlegrief,grapplingyourchest,Toclimbyourthroatonsobs;easilychasedOnothersighsandwipedbyfresherwinds。

        Carrymycryingspirittillit’sweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedthesewounds。

        WildwithallRegrets(Anotherversionof\"ATerre\"。)

        ToSiegfriedSassoonMyarmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes!

        Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats,Myback’sbeenstiffforhours,damnedhours。

        DeathnevergiveshissquadaStand—at—ease。

        Ican’tread。There:it’snouse。Takeyourbook。

        Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybuck!

        Wesaidwe’dhatetogrowdeadold。Butnow,Nottoliveoldseemsawful:nottorenewMyboyhoodwithmyboys,andteach’emhitting,Shootingandhunting,——alltheartsofhurting!

        ——Well,that’swhatIlearnt。That,andmakingmoney。

        Yourfiftyyearsinstoreseemnonetoomany;

        ButI’vefiveminutes。God!ForjusttwoyearsTohelpmyselftothisgoodairofyours!

        OneSpring!Isonetoohardtospare?Toolong?

        Springairwouldfinditsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。

        Yes,there’stheorderly。He’llchangethesheetsWhenI’mluggedout,oh,couldn’tIdothat?

        Hereinthiscoffinofabed,I’vethoughtI’dliketokneelandsweephisfloorsforever,——

        Andasknonightsoffwhenthebustle’sover,ForI’denjoythedirt;who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,——

        Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn?

        Deardust,——inrooms,onroads,onfaces’tan!

        I’dlovetobeasweep’sboy,blackasTown;

        Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload?

        Afleawoulddo。Ifonechapwasn’tbloody,Orwentstone—cold,I’dfindanotherbody。

        WhichIshan’tmanagenow。Unlessit’syours。

        Ishallstayinyou,friend,forsomefewhours。

        You’llfeelmyheavyspiritchillyourchest,Andclimbyourthroatonsobs,untilit’schasedOnsighs,andwipedfromoffyourlipsbywind。

        Ithinkonyourrichbreathing,brother,I’llbeweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedmefrommywound。

        ~5thDecember~1917。

        DisabledHesatinawheeledchair,waitingfordark,Andshiveredinhisghastlysuitofgrey,Legless,sewnshortatelbow。ThroughtheparkVoicesofboysrangsaddeninglikeahymn,Voicesofplayandpleasureafterday,Tillgatheringsleephadmotheredthemfromhim。

        AboutthistimeTownusedtoswingsogayWhenglow—lampsbuddedinthelight—bluetreesAndgirlsglancedlovelierastheairgrewdim,——Intheoldtimes,beforehethrewawayhisknees。

        NowhewillneverfeelagainhowslimGirls’waistsare,orhowwarmtheirsubtlehands,Allofthemtouchhimlikesomequeerdisease。

        Therewasanartistsillyforhisface,Foritwasyoungerthanhisyouth,lastyear。

        Nowheisold;hisbackwillneverbrace;

        He’slosthiscolourveryfarfromhere,Poureditdownshell—holestilltheveinsrandry,Andhalfhislifetimelapsedinthehotrace,Andleapofpurplespurtedfromhisthigh。

        Onetimehelikedabloodsmeardownhisleg,Afterthematchescarriedshoulder—high。

        Itwasafterfootball,whenhe’ddrunkapeg,Hethoughthe’dbetterjoin。Hewonderswhy……

        Someonehadsaidhe’dlookagodinkilts。

        That’swhy;andmaybe,too,topleasehisMeg,Aye,thatwasit,topleasethegiddyjilts,Heaskedtojoin。Hedidn’thavetobeg;

        Smilingtheywrotehislie;agednineteenyears。

        Germanshescarcelythoughtof;andnofearsOfFearcameyet。HethoughtofjewelledhiltsFordaggersinplaidsocks;ofsmartsalutes;

        Andcareofarms;andleave;andpayarrears;

        Espritdecorps;andhintsforyoungrecruits。

        Andsoon,hewasdraftedoutwithdrumsandcheers。

        Somecheeredhimhome,butnotascrowdscheerGoal。

        OnlyasolemnmanwhobroughthimfruitsThankedhim;andtheninquiredabouthissoul。

        Now,hewillspendafewsickyearsinInstitutes,Anddowhatthingstherulesconsiderwise,Andtakewhateverpitytheymaydole。

        To—nighthenoticedhowthewomen’seyesPassedfromhimtothestrongmenthatwerewhole。

        Howcoldandlateitis!Whydon’ttheycomeAndputhimintobed?Whydon’ttheycome?

        TheEndAftertheblastoflightningfromtheeast,Theflourishofloudclouds,theChariotthrone,AfterthedrumsoftimehaverolledandceasedAndfromthebronzewestlongretreatisblown,ShallLiferenewthesebodies?OfatruthAlldeathwillheannul,alltearsassuage?

        OrfillthesevoidveinsfullagainwithyouthAndwashwithanimmortalwaterage?

        WhenIdoaskwhiteAge,hesaithnotso,——

        \"Myheadhangsweighedwithsnow。\"

        AndwhenIhearkentotheEarthshesaithMyfieryheartsinksaching。Itisdeath。

        MineancientscarsshallnotbeglorifiedNormytitanictearstheseasbedried。\"


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